what's the word? (this may offend)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
i need a word for this feeling that non-boyfriend gives me. i think it's "lust" or "infatuation". not sure. im the type of person to think of a word and then check the dictionary to see how well it really fits. neither of those fit. i KNOW it's not love. it can't be love because it's never love when you only feel it in your fuck parts. so what is it?

it's not solely a sexual thing. i've been with dudes who do good #hoeshit and they've never given me this feeling. i feel some other physical connection or something. shit's weird.

2 thought(s):

T said...

I mean, if it's good like that could it just be appreciation?

antithesis said...

i will work with that for now....