i want a change...or do i?

i really dont know what to do with my hair. i want to cut it but im SCARED. i wanna get a relaxer, but im SCARED. i want to fully embrace the 'fro but im... well you get it. change is scary. i was nervous voting for obama. 

i dont know what happened to me. this is the girl who at 17 wasnt scared to go from D.C. to A.T.L. for school not hardly knowin' nobody. i wanna be that girl again, just with what i know now.