Posted by antithesis Friday, February 5, 2010 at 12:00 AM
i know what im afraid of. i was going to post an entry of a totally different title but i couldnt get through a paragraph without a strong reaction to what i was typing. im having a hard time even trying to clue you in as to what im referring. i have a desire for something that is totally incongruent with any of my feelings publicly expressed. i feel like i just figured this out. it's almost like someone devoting all their energy to hating something that they either are themselves or are envious of or they want or...you get the point. AND by now, i could bet you know what im talking about so that's all i have to say.