i'm not a laker fan

today's FOTD was inspired by Celly at La Dolce Vita. her favorite shadow is vibrant grape, a mac pro shadow turned limited edition feature of "style warrior" collection. i like it, too. i dont have many of the shadows she has but i have similar colors so i decided to share with you my creation:

-eyes-you know it's mostly mac unless otherwise stated

bright future e/s (lid)

flip e/s (over bright future)

star violet e/s (crease)

vibrant grape e/s (deepen crease/lower lid)

era e/s (highlight)

shore leave e/s (inner corner)

maybelline pulse perfection mascara

-face-

studio fix fluid foundation in NC50

blot powder in dark

NARS blush in orgasm

-lips- 

idk, yet. i will probably do star nova l/g which is a pearly purple. 

AND, i need to put some eyeliner on...

peace

i'm feeling so at peace right now. i'm not mad at him anymore. im not mad at any "he". i dont hope bad things happen to any of them (did you read my post on things that should happen to those who have wronged me?). i guess if i were still in a vengeful mood, i'd add spending 24+ hours with both heidi and spencer OR 1 week with the entire Hells cast (i know, the show is called "the hills"). i don't know for sure what i can attribute this newfound peace to. i hope it's not just one of my passing moods and i'll feel like crap again in a couple of days. i really hope it has something to do with the praying i've been doing lately. the past two days, ive been praying. and not just for myself; selfish prayer gets so monotonous and boring. and i really dont think God likes wish lists. 

currently reading

Just a brief update on my summer reading. I'm on book two of my goal of five. I'm reading "what looks like crazy on an ordinary day" by pearl cleage. I've been meaning to read work by my spelman sister since 2007 when she visited to read from her latest work "mad at miles" a book about domestic violence. Ill keep this brief since its a mobile post. Keep the novel suggestions coming, please.

song of the month

fire- babyface and des'ree

i dont even recall finishing Hav Plenty. i know i started watching it, lost interest, regained minimal interest at some point when this song came on and kept it moving. but i never forgot this song, just forgot to download it until a couple of weeks ago. and now, it's the song of the month. 

and what ever happened to des'ree's deep sultry-voiced self?

answer these questions, ok?

no incentive, no tags. just wanna know these random things. 

if you were a dog, what breed would you be?

why or why dont you tweet?

what is your alcoholic beverage of choice?

if you were to get married what time of year and what colors?

what about this blog do you like?

guilty pleasures: a mobile post

With me joining twitter and becoming addicted to the CRACKberry, I haven't been posting often. I'm also too lazy to go upstairs and get my macbook. I want to know about your guilty pleasures? Last year I spoke breifly about the current state of hip-hop/r&b and my guilty pleasure music but let's discuss television.

I like watching trash tv aka reality shows. I tuned in to bravo, vh1, and mtv. Here's why:

1. Unlimited side-eye moments (i.e real housewives, pick any one)
2. So much ceiling eyes/apathy (i.e. the hills)
3.Physical comedy (i.e. the duel, I love money, that show I can't think of the name of on network tv w/ the obstacle courses)
4. I don't have to think AT ALL

What do you watch and why?

Tagged by Bloggal

Bloggal tagged me so im going to do this survey:


What's your current obsession?
none currently. im kinda over MAC makeup

What's your must have fashion need?
i shop way too much. cant think of a single thing. i have all the wardrobe staples and a few extras.
What are you wearing right now?
jeans, grey beater, yellow cardigan, black flip-flops. i made no attempt to match today but i still

What's your favorite food?
everything that's making me fat

What do you do for fun?
movies, shopping, bars, random events

What made today special?
the fact that i woke up. i dont like today. hoping for better luck 2morrow.

What would you like to learn to do?
play piano, sing

What's the last thing you bought?
starbucks

What are you listening/watching right now?
nothing

What's your favorite weather?
spring-like weather

What's your one goal in life?
to genuinely put myself first and be ok with it

What do you think of the person that tagged you?
unique and interesting


If you can have a house totally paid for, what would it look like?
i have no idea. i wouldnt really have neighbors though. needs to be spaced out in the suburbs.


What would you like to have in your hands right now?
i dont know but id like a nice man in my arms.


If you can swap lives with anyone in the world for one day who would it be and why?
someone on their way to a beautiful, safe country

If you can go anywhere in the world for the next hour where would you go?
just an hour? a spa


What language would you like to learn?
spanish

What do you look for in a friend?
sincerity

Who do you want to meet in person?
im over people. celebrity-hood wont mean their any better than the regulars i already know

What's your favorite type of music?
probably r&b but i listen to more than just that

What's your dream job?
not actually working at all but somehow being paid

Do you admire anyone's style?
anyone who isnt trying to follow a mold and impress anyone yet it's still appealing

Describe your personal style?
i lack it completely. i get dressed on a whim and im not at all innovative with my looks. such a follower

What's your favorite t.v show?
project runway, cant wait til it comes back!

What's your favorite dessert?
cheesecake

What is the most inappropriate tattoo location?
face

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
america but id visit anywhere

What's you fondest childhood memory?
christmas mornings

What would you do w/a major lottery winning?
the responsible thing first and then frivolous spending

What could someone do to make you never want to deal with them again?

Rules:
1.)Respond: answer the questions on your blog.

2.)Replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own.

3.)Tag eight other people
Yummy 411
Brittany
PJD
Brown Girl Gumbo
T
Wiz
PBW
Jaimie