darn you, mr. carter

Dwayne, not Shawn (this time). this guy is making me wait 'til may 13th for his album to come out. what kind of crap is that? well, i guess that's not too long to wait seeing as time is flying by as of late.

i don't even know if i'm supposed to publicly admit that i listen to and like this man. my school sends conflicting messages as to what a "Spelman Woman" should and should not do. these people protested Nelly performing but had Wayne perform during homecoming last year. i would like to know what the difference was? as a walking contradiction, i feel like i should be o.k. with Spelman's inconsitencies. however, i am instead inclined to ignore them. Spelman does not define me. or does it? i'm sure i'll want to be Spelman's friend when i'm actively pursuing prospective employers, but sometimes Spelman and her ways get on my nerves.